soloing at a concert

 Its been 6 days since my last check in and I have had more thought about my soloing manifestation journey. I am feeling comfortable being alone more and more which is reassuring feeling. At the back of my mind I had a constant guilt, pressure and fear of being alone and feeling alone. I'm slowly learning it isn't fearful as it looks. With social media, it has made it easier for people to feel connected but, we should experience the loneliness. 

I have created a checklist of things I want to do solo before the end of the year. It might seem simple but comfortable. I can happily say that I have achieved one of them already!

I was able to attend Coldplay: Music of the Spheres concert alone. I don't think I would have imagined to do this alone but I am so happy I did. It really crushed my fear of loneliness.  I was able to organize a ride there, get the tickets off a resale and be independent!  Since I am an indecisive person, I was hoping back and forth whether to go or not. I felt that concert was extra meaningful to me because I watched them play exactly a year ago. Also, it helped that Coldplay played in a large stadium and had a loving message behind it! I would love to attend it again.

 Attending the Japan and Auckland concert reminded me how different I was a year ago and how much has actually happen. The concert setlist has changed, the band has gotten older, new gimmicks in the concert and I was attending this as a year older. My level of appreciation has only grown. I am slowly seeing how people can age as fine wine.  Maybe with my solo journey, I can conquer my fear of aging. 

Hope to check in soon x

Currently listening to: Skyblue by Kole