soloing at a concert

 Its been 6 days since my last check in and I have had more thought about my soloing manifestation journey. I am feeling comfortable being alone more and more which is reassuring feeling. At the back of my mind I had a constant guilt, pressure and fear of being alone and feeling alone. I'm slowly learning it isn't fearful as it looks. With social media, it has made it easier for people to feel connected but, we should experience the loneliness. 

I have created a checklist of things I want to do solo before the end of the year. It might seem simple but comfortable. I can happily say that I have achieved one of them already!

11.11 Manifestation

 

I have been having a few days this past month. I would say this year has been once of the worst year. I feel that I just ignore these feelings until I forget about them. Today I learnt I learn that 11/11 is a meaningful day. Its singles' day, Pocky day and manifestation day. I am really hoping to write down what I want and say it out to the world or void. 

1. Feeling comfortable being alone 

2.Taking action and doing things that I want to 

3. Finding a passion and sticking to it

4. Building up and down habits 

5. Believing in faith 

I dont really want to elaborate on much but I know what I am feeling deep inside. 

It's not long till Christmas now... The year really sneaks faster and faster as you grow up. 

Currently listening to: https://youtu.be/f9cViIsTarw?si=ONsuSyMzhiygxU3B 

Start of August 2024

Checking in 6 months later. Time has flown by... I feel a big difference from the headspace I was in last year compared to this time last year. New job, travelling, friends and interests. I just came back from Melbourne and had a great time. There was so much food to eat and explore despite only staying within the CBD. It makes me feel what a true developed city feels like. Somewhere to explore on weekends with its bustling culture. Every Matcha I tried was so so good. I can not wait to go back again. 

2024 Checking in

I cant believe that I started this blog over 10 years ago. Despite my inconsistency, this blog still is online and lives on. So much has changed the past few years. I have travelled, graduated high school and university, started new hobbies, switched several jobs and career paths. One thing that hasn't changed is the fact I love recording about my life though in recent years it has been on a physical book. I started a diary, scrapbook, one line a day and grateful journal. I guess if you really want to know about my life; you will have to collect all the pieces and puzzle it together. I have been doing instagram dumps which show the highlights of my months. It is quite nice looking back on it and its easy to look back on.