11.11 Manifestation

 

I have been having a few days this past month. I would say this year has been once of the worst year. I feel that I just ignore these feelings until I forget about them. Today I learnt I learn that 11/11 is a meaningful day. Its singles' day, Pocky day and manifestation day. I am really hoping to write down what I want and say it out to the world or void. 

1. Feeling comfortable being alone 

2.Taking action and doing things that I want to 

3. Finding a passion and sticking to it

4. Building up and down habits 

5. Believing in faith 

I dont really want to elaborate on much but I know what I am feeling deep inside. 

It's not long till Christmas now... The year really sneaks faster and faster as you grow up. 

Currently listening to: https://youtu.be/f9cViIsTarw?si=ONsuSyMzhiygxU3B 

Start of August 2024

Checking in 6 months later. Time has flown by... I feel a big difference from the headspace I was in last year compared to this time last year. New job, travelling, friends and interests. I just came back from Melbourne and had a great time. There was so much food to eat and explore despite only staying within the CBD. It makes me feel what a true developed city feels like. Somewhere to explore on weekends with its bustling culture. Every Matcha I tried was so so good. I can not wait to go back again. 

2024 Checking in

I cant believe that I started this blog over 10 years ago. Despite my inconsistency, this blog still is online and lives on. So much has changed the past few years. I have travelled, graduated high school and university, started new hobbies, switched several jobs and career paths. One thing that hasn't changed is the fact I love recording about my life though in recent years it has been on a physical book. I started a diary, scrapbook, one line a day and grateful journal. I guess if you really want to know about my life; you will have to collect all the pieces and puzzle it together. I have been doing instagram dumps which show the highlights of my months. It is quite nice looking back on it and its easy to look back on. 

What a throwback

 

wow......

What a throwback. I just had a thought about this blog.. Its still here - all the memories sparkling as I read them. I always had a thing for the past. You could say that I am a nostalgic person. It the year 2021. It has been 3 years since my 'last' post. But could you really say it was my last post? I feel like it was more of a check up post. 

It feels like blogs are in the past. Now, everyone is on tiktok, instagram, snapchat and whatever new social media that is up and rising. Yet, I feel that blogs hold a special place in my heart. Even when I am not blogging - I have been trying to keep a journal and diary. It is a way to keep myself checked and occupied when I am alone. I am horrible at being alone - I love to be with others whether its just sitting next to them or chatting on for hours.

Over the years, I realise that I love capturing memories either in photos, physically or simply by writing. I love reliving the past and feel that I never live in the future. I am trying my best to improve on this.