Random thoughts | School

I feel like that is me every single day during school.

 Hello  

So currently at school it is roughly the second term out of the four terms for this year and this term is also ending soon.  This year has gone by so fast. I'm growing old 

WHY MUST I BE GETTING OLD. Can't I just stay the same age  I have been complaining about this ever since I was little. However one thing that I know wouldn't change would be my height. I have been short my whole life. I always see being shooting up and growing taller and taller. I only ever joke about myself thinking that I am tall. It is probably driving everyone crazy  Oh well short people can be cute right? Well I hope to be haha ( I lie, when can I become cute?) 

Recently I have been sucked into social media. I have become more and more happy when I talk to people. I find it strange. It must have been because I have been antisocial for more than 10 years of my life. My life is so sad  I now find that I procrastinate more easily when talking to people even though it can be nothing important. I just like havig long chats now 


Something I just realised now is that I dont think I have actually called or talked through a phone line to a friend ever since I was Year 8. It makes me realise how much I miss people talking through the phone to me.  I guess social media has taken its place now. 

I recently went through an old conversation with a friend of mine and found that I was very strange back then.  I find how funny it was when I was younger and probably in a few years time when I look back past my blog I would laugh at the stuff I wrote. I'll probably be embarassed. 

The Fault in Our Stars movie has came out recently and I have been meaning to go. I hope to be able to watch it soon.  Hopefully I would be able to go to before they take it off the cinemas  I would just remember to not cry that much. However I actually didnt cry when I read the book however I did find it sad (but again who didnt )

I also had my braces off after roughly a year and half.  I do miss them and wonder how I ever dealt with them. My mouth feels so much different with them. I found that my braces experience was actually alright. It wasn't that painful or annoying. But at time I didnt have my braces as long as other people (which I am grateful for.)  
I was very lucky as I got them taken just before ball. When I first gotten them off I was really happy and smiled with me teeth but at ball I realised I looked really strange and awkward in photos. I should practice my smiling 



Yesterday there was an unexpected error on Facebook which I found funny. As when Facebook was off, the people I was talking with all moved to skype and we started talking again. I feel like I wasnt using skype to its full potential.  

Another aspect I have been into lately is Nightcore music. It was like when I was really into Kpop phase last year. ( I still listen to it every now and again)  I'm sure I would get it over soon and listen to it less. (hopefully) I find that nightcore music is always happy like as the voices are higher pitch.  

I dont know if I have mentioned this before but people tell me that I actually have a "high" voice but I dont think I do. Or maybe it is because I am use to it  Hopefully people would one day stop mocking it. It can be fun. I think my voice can drive people insane.  Basically I'm an asian who is short and has an annoying high voice. Probably explains why I have a hard time finding friends 

Is it just me or I sometimes have it a hard time to find a present for a friend?  I find it fun when shopping with others and finding a gift but when you are lost its not that fun.  I also realise that when students go into a shop the shop keepers tend to stalk you with their eyes. It's kinda scary. It makes me feel like I did something bad  I am totally an innocent person (I hope) because I never seem to get any jokes. And it is too awkward for me to ask. Plus I feel dumb asking too.  

I have been randomoly blogging this whole post and it has been going no where. I am not organised. I should be too  Exams are soon. 
Thanks for reading and hopefully I didnt bore you to death with my random thoughts.